Well another semester is almost over with. So far am able to stay here but doesn't seem promising. Not especially I find out that graduation day keeps moving... I have not had to repeat any terms but I don't know why they keep changing the date. First I was told May 2011, then changed to August 2011, No after getting a call for my new classes schedules, I hear it is now some time end of October. I was told in the beginning that I was only going to be in college for 1 1/2 years but now turned into over 2 years. I don't get it. I even was told that A&P 2 was the hardest class but my other advisor says they keep getting harder. Now I am worried. With not much support from my roommate/ex bf.... it won't be easy. My kids are getting tired of me not spending time with them because I am always doing class. work. I hope I don't have to do any more essays because I am all essayed out.
My life here has simmered just a little but still get the same ole same ole crap from him.."I want my house back" , "Did you find a place yet?" " What are they doing now?" (meaning my kids),etc. oh and the best one.. when I say something to him or answer him he says,"yeah right." Am trying to keep things at a low here for my kids sake. My son gets too upset if we argue... I just go in another room after everything n kids are in bed and cry to myself. He is one cold-hearted 'whatever'..no human in my eyes. Love? I gave up a long time ago. He only "loves" someone if he has total control. Not with me he's not. I learned my lesson with my ex husband... I am my own boss. :) I was a gentle person, can be but with him, am tired of being nice. I love being in love but takes 2 people, not controlling. I would love someday meet 'Mr right' but right now will settle for a good job, a place of my own and my own bed....Thanks for letting me say all this. Please feel free to comment. I could use all the support right now. For personal emails.. please jandersen41@yahoo.com or find me on Facebook.. Pennsylvania, JoAnn Andersen..oh use correct spelling or you won't find it.... take care and God bless you all...