Friday, September 10, 2010

oh man

Another term is almost over and i am so glad I had the chance to be with this class here. Between the professor and the support I recieved through all of you has made things here a lil easier to bare. Things here are not too much different but have settled down some. I am still looking for a place still and hoping to find a job soon. I have been turned down from a few jobs.. maybe because of my age, I don't know. They seem to be hiring the younger ones and forgetting that people like me have kids to support. I unfortunately went on public assistance because me unemployment ran out...til the government finally passed for more funding.. I can collect for 13 more weeks. Public assistance isn't all that bad just doesn't give you enough to live on and has "classes" we have to go to. But there are some perks to it... gas cards if you do your time each week... get your car repaired, can get a "new" one if you don't have one..And when you get a job, they pay for some of your gas to go to work, and if you work for 6 months, they give you a bonus for staying at a job...which is cool. I get to do my college work there all day and still get benefits.
Next week, Friday, I have to see a gyneocologist about pain in my ovaries... My dr says there is a cyst there and thinks I can get them removed, my ovaries. I would also want my uterus removed as well. He sees no problem in that. If any keep up with your post on a daily bases after this, I will post more and let you know what is going on.
I hope to see everyone of you at graduation next year. I was told now that they moved my date to later Sept 2011, or October 2011. I have not failed a term yet and don't plan to. I am going to study hard Next classes are "diseases of the human body" Mondays 8pm and "Pharmacology" wednesday 10pm. Let me know who has what next... catch ya all on Face Book

Monday, September 6, 2010

almost over

Another term is almost over and am going to miss all of you. It has been a roller coaster ride for me and my children here at home. And it hasn't been fun. Saturday I learned that my rrommate/exbf went up north to see his old girlfriend and didnt tell me where he was going. I am suppose to tell him everything but it's none of his business. like he tells me. I also found out that he was seeing her all the time we were dating... evenwent to a concert but never took me to one...only stupid guns shows... I prefer train shows... Last night he even tried to deny things which I know he did and are true...and he use to say that he loved me..doubt that, just was being used til I had no more job and not much money coming in. what's up with that?
Now we are struggling to find a place to move to and I can be on my own again...liked it better that way before with not having to answer to any one as to where I was or going to... I'm over 21...jeepers. WAY OVER..lol Well my kids are mine and not his and if I let them play video games all day, thats MY business.. Right? right. Anyways, trying to keep things on the low so not to be thrown out any time soon. But can't wait til I can say that I have my own place and let you all know. I'm not sure if all of you plan to keep this or look us all up on face book. But am doing good so far in this class and A&P2 which is really hard... last exam is 3.5 hours long with 183 questions. I hope I do well and pass. Idon't want to take it again... catch you all on that uphill climb...Thanks for being here for me... :)